For once I have an actual group of mates that will call me and ask what I’m doing, rather than the other way around.
For once, theres a group of mates, that i can be myself 100% around, who accept me for who I am, and what I choose to put into my body.
For once, I’m doing well at uni, have a good relationship with my family and still having fun at the same time.
but on the other hand.
I’m still in love with a girl its never going to work out with.
I’m still on the verge of breaking down every day..
I’m still feeling like I do the same thing day after day, week after week, and not getting anywhere.
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Its just a picture of me rolling my ass off on NYE :)
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Do you ever get that feeling that no matter how hard you try, it isn’t enough?
Sometimes, I feel like I need an escape.
drugs.
I love the idea of heroin.
I love the look of methamphetamine vapours swirling around in a little glass pipe.
I love the different stamps, presses and designs.
I love the little nauseous feeling that I get right before I know I’m about to do a drug, whether it be the first time, or the 100th time.
I love how something so minuscule can have such life changing experiences.
As much as I tell myself that its because I’m young, and that I’ll stop when I’m older, when I have real responsibilities, I don’t ever really want to stop my recreational drug use.
My recent posts.
Sorry I haven’t been posting many pictures of drugs lately guys, i’ve been too busy eating them ^_^
Now that my weekend bender is over, i should be back to my routine nightly posts :)
:(
I crashed my car yesterday.
Every time I see this picture, it breaks my heart. She was my baby..
kkkkkkkkkkkkettaammiinnneee
I’m k’d as fuck haha.
Happy Australia Day to all you aussie tumblrfags.
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One of the hardest things to do is to stop loving someone, because they have stopped loving you.
fucking ketamine.
Ketamine is going to be the death of me.
I don’t think I’m addicted, but I don’t want to stop doing it. Its amazing. It takes me away to another world where I don’t have to deal with any of lifes bullshit.
Its getting too much. As much as I don’t want to face reality, it has to stop. I need to do well at uni this year, and this shit won’t help me with that.
I think from now on, its a strictly once every so often sort of thing.
My Purchases.
Today,
I bought:
- 27 blotters of acid
- 2 grams of ketamine
- 1/2 ounce of weed.
Just felt like sharing ^_^
the second half gram of molly of the night hahaa :D
parachuted three-fourths, snorted the rest.
(via lysergic-sea)
